| Ok so I sent Jones soda a picture to put on a label and then all of a
sudden I went crazy and sent a bunch of them now I have like 5. You
all should go and vote on them you just have to go there go to gallery
and look up Bubba Scott and you'll see my pics please vote for them and
let me know what you think of them.
peace
bubs |
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| Resurfacing feelings of hurt and loss have been haunting me
Ghosts long gone returning and prodding at my soul
A free spirit inside that no one understands
The American dream is my downfall
I had it all and wasn't happy
I want it all and I'm not happy
When will the happiness come
Why is it so hard to be patient and understand
I've discovered that in life pain is proof of existence
So I know I exist, I so know that I exist
God is my father and life is the pain of labor into his heavenly courts
Sometimes I wonder if it will ever stop
Or if it just continues like this until the day I die
Being an individual is to be truly alone
Why did I chose this path
Did I chose this path
Am I even on this path
Is it what was assigned to me from the beginning
Free spirit that no one understands
Yearning to escape and aching to be loved once again
In a tug of war that is life
Wanting to settle down and love just one
Wanting to disappear and not deal with this world
Knowing the benefits of both
Knowing the trap that each has in store
Mundane life I want so much more
SO MUCH MORE!!!!!
I just watched Legend of the Fall and truly could understand the pain that Tristan felt. (Brad Pits character) The losses both physical and emotional. On every plain of existence he was hurting, it was a never ending battle of choice. Then every choice made seemed to be wrong, and caused him that much more pain. So needless to say that's where I am right now. It made me cry. Not for him it's just a movie but for myself. I haven't cried like that in over two years I haven't allowed myself the luxury. It feels good and doesn't all at the same time. I just needed to write this all down.
peace
bubs
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| I'm going home for the month of August so if any of you want to chill call me in the near future and we can try to make plans!! |
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| I got the job and I start on Monday the 26th woo hooo!! |
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